Thursday, January 7, 2010

The Black Book

In the Chinese calendar, 2010 is 'Year of the Tiger'. Fortune tellers predict great fortune and luck for all those who believe the mystery of Chinese zodiac. Let us see if everything sails smoothly. Black Book? what's the title for? well, yeah! I am planning to buy one beautiful notebook, one which is Black in color and one which cannot be accessed right away by just anyone (where can i find one that has a lock and key?)- but of course a Black Book with white pages (black inked pen is cheaper than those metallic pens for dark papers). What am I going to do with my Black Book? oh well, isn't it nice to keep track the memories of your hatred, depressoh moments, and furious rage about something and on someone?


I am going to start taking down notes on how i feel bad for this or that day, who are in the scenario and the core problem. This way I may be able to understand myself fully, the persons involve and know how to resolve the core problem. This way, I may be able to change or lessen my flaws and mistakes. This way I may be able to understand the world, the purpose of living, the essence of happiness, the importance of loving others amidst miseries they plague me. And, this way I may be able to weigh-out if I had to consult a witch to just put curse on those I hate (this isn't going nice).


For this year 2010, whether it is the 'Year of the Tiger' or 'Year of the Platypus' every sadness, every misery, every difficulty, every rage, every tear, every desperation, lack of inspiration, dead-end motivation and hateful situations will be accounted for on my Black Book (don't worry Black Book I will give justice to your pages).